Shine in my own way.

I've learned not to hate, not to blame,
and not to criticize but appreciate what i have now.
Today woke up in the afternoon. Accompanied emmelineyang played awhile, and watched dvd in my room. Everyday she's so busy on her stuffs, like cooking mama. Mum, won't be around for this following 8days. She just went to Taiwan with her friends for holiday. So shiok! Of course, i asked her help me get more bbcream & perfume back for me. I've got so many things to buy, need to write down in a paper for her. Lol! At night, dad packed dinner for us. And it's my first meal of the day, getting used to it. Good sight, diet in process. Met yzh at westmall for movie session. We watched "Ong bak 3", at 11.35p.m. After our movie, we walked over 6head mcdonald's for supper. I want color my hair, should i or should i not?

Don’t give yourself away.

I don't care what other people think about me.
As long as the people i care for, know the real me.

Yesterday, met up with alicia &co at keathong suki sushi for late dinner. I'm late, when i reached they already started eating. Lucky they never forgot about me, ordered charamushi for me. Finished our meal we went down for a sticks, and started gossip around. Chit chatted till 10.30p.m, than we all went separate ways.

I cabbed over batok fetched xiyu, than went over cineleisure. Met yzh & ahkang over there for movie. First we went up bought our movie tickets, watching "Blood pledge". Actually wanted to watch 11.30p.m show, but it's all sold out. So we got no choice only can watch 1.30a.m show. As they're hungry, we dined at hongkong cafe. Later on, went for our movie.

Let no one override you.

Always look to the future, not the past,
because the past hurts more then the future.
Today, yzh woke me up in early afternoon time. Forced myself up and dragged myself off the bed, than slowly take my time prepared. Asked mum helped emmelineyang bath and changed. As she's having cough, so never turn up for school. We bring emmelineyang along headed to town. First, accompanied yzh for his appointment at DRX. After he's done, we walked over Takashimaya for our lunch at Coca. He also got me the pimple cream that i told him.

Shopped around, walked around, and something catch my eyes. It's a guess necklace, yzh bought for me. And it gonna be emmelineyang turn for shopping. Bought toys for her again, she confirm happy to the max. Later on, we cabbed over 313 as yzh wanna get jersey. Actually wanted get myself a Germany jersey, but it's all sold out. After that we cabbed back home.

For all this and more.


I tired of smiling, i tired of crying,
i tired of lying. When inside my heart is dying.

Today, when i was sleeping soundly elise called me. Asked me go prepare myself, and stop sleeping. After hanged up the phone with her, i dragged myself out the bed. Had a stick of cigarette, and went for a bath. While i preparing halfway thou, it started to rain heavily. Due to the weather, we changed met later abit. Done prepared, cam-whoring with my beloved girl.





Elise came over fetched me, than we headed down to Ion. Accompany her shopped around, she want to get herself a new bag. We choose quite alot of design, and she also got those code number from the staffs. She gonna ask her friends help her get those bags from Italy. Walk & walk, shop & shop, bought new toys for emmelineyang. At last we dinned at cine suki sushi. Help me click on my advertisement, before you leave. Would be very much appreciated. Thanks you! ❤











My beloved, emmelineyang. ❤

Lost time is never found again.

/15th July.

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't see, the pain i'm having now.
Thursday, met up with alicia, lirong & ahsoon. Cabbed down bugis for shopping, we shared a cab. Walked a few rounds but nothing catch my eyes. Only bought a damien short. After that we decided go for steamboat. So we walked over "Lai mei zi", that lirong introduced us. It's a 2 in 1 steamboat, barbecue cum soup. When we started our steamboat session, alicia kept running about. Just because of lirong barbecued 2 chicken wings. Crazy girls. Lol!


Sam-pat girl, of the day.

The Sinner in Me.

/9th July

Let no one override you,
overrule you or step on you.
I've a awesome sleep over that night.
Woke up by emmelineyang early in the morning, she asked me help her tied up her hair for school. Bring her for wash up, and brush her teeth. Awhile later dad bring her to school and left to work. At the same time, i ordered "sausage mcgriddles with egg meal" for breakfast. After my meal, continue my drama show and return back my sleep. Set alarm, awake at 12p.m. Faster changed myself, than off to yewtee met up with anqi & gena. Collected my earring from gena, and we chatted for awhile than took bus 302 back home.

Reached home, got myself changed. All the way slept till late evening, prepared myself again. Meeting xiyu & ahsoon, for dinner. Actually we planned for crystal jade steamboat at holland village, but it's fully booked. So, we've to changed our plan. Cut it short, at last we ended up at Clementi for steamboat. Thumb up, delicious!


/10th July


Westmall for movie session.
Met up with yzh &co at batok 6head, he wanted to trim his hair. While they having their haircut, me & ahsoon walked over westmall first. Bought our movie tickets, Predators 11.40p.m. Than we went down mos burger for dinner. Chit chatted, all the way till they reached. Have our last stick, than went up for our movie show. Only yzh & junhong, were sleeping inside the cinemas. After that, we shared a cab back home. Reached home, faster got myself washed up. Watched soccer at home, Germany vs Uruguay. Gogogo, Germany! ❤