So close yet so far.

Always look at the positive side of everything.

So many stuffs had happened over the past months. I don't ever feel like i know you anymore. I'm not a type of girl that couldn't easily express my feelin', or even say those sweet & romantic words. Everyone thinks i'm so strong & happy all the time. Little did you know, i just putting on a fake mask to act like nothing happened. Behind my smile is everything you will never understand.

It's weird how we go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends than to lovers. Now i'm standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much i can take from you. Seriously our time spent together is never enough. The reason why i'm so cold to you is because i'm just getting myself ready for the next time you let me down. Sometimes it's better to be clueless about what's happening around, rather than knowing everything that silently kill. What happened to us? We used to talk everyday, and we were almost there. I wonder if you still remember everything that you & me said to each other? I've tried. But we still can't go back to how things used to be. Nothing is ever going to be the same again. You're the one who pushed away. I miss the time when we shared all things together. Maybe it's my fault, for giving you so many more chances than you deserve. If you really want me to stick around, than don't let me feel unimportant. And if you knew me very well at all, than you'd know that i never walk away unless i have a reason. Apologies mean nothing when the damage is done. I'm just waiting to see if you'll make the effort for once.